I can’t believe it just ended like that. I can’t believe after all you put me through - after all I put you through - after all we went through, TOGETHER, that it was all over just like that. I’ve thought of you every day since. I loved you, you were my best friend. I remember when you kissed me - because I said you wouldn’t. I remember my first date with my boyfriend - I cried because I felt bad for him because I wasn’t over you. And the time we pulled an all nighter right after you told me you could see a future with me. Then you became my BEST friend, infact you were all along. You meant - and still mean - more to me than almost anybody else in my life. I don’t care if you see this and ignore it or if you never see it at all. I need it out there that I love you Flynn, not in a romantic way, as much as I thought it was, it never actually was. I love you as my best friend, and I know I fucked up.but I’m coming home to reclaim my fucking life that I lost - and there will always be you missing. I love you. Without you there’s a hole in my heart the size of, I don’t know, the most pit we never experienced together, that you promised me we would. Man, You were gonna be there on my wedding day, and when I looked at you I’d know I chose the right guy. Much to your mothers dismay that I’d married a guy that wasn’t you. You don’t have to even acknowledge that I wrote this - please just know I loved you, and I love you still and always in my heart and even in my old age I’ll tell my children about you. You are one of the most inspiring guys I know. Your fucked up. I’m fucked up. But together we had a special friendship and we embraced our shit together. I miss you buddy, have a great life. xx

I have nobody to turn to, and the only way through seems to be suicide.

Lonely :( why can’t I get a ladyyy

REBLOG IF I CAN MESSAGE YOU ‘HI’ AND START A FRIENDSHIP.

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purplezerrie:

I need help. Please reblog this if you support two girls in a romantic relationship. I will write your URL down in my scrapbook of my girlfriend and I and give it to her and show our parents how many people really do support us. If you do reblog or like, I will send you a personal thanks and let you know. 

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