I can’t believe it just ended like that. I can’t believe after all you put me through - after all I put you through - after all we went through, TOGETHER, that it was all over just like that. I’ve thought of you every day since. I loved you, you were my best friend. I remember when you kissed me - because I said you wouldn’t. I remember my first date with my boyfriend - I cried because I felt bad for him because I wasn’t over you. And the time we pulled an all nighter right after you told me you could see a future with me. Then you became my BEST friend, infact you were all along. You meant - and still mean - more to me than almost anybody else in my life. I don’t care if you see this and ignore it or if you never see it at all. I need it out there that I love you Flynn, not in a romantic way, as much as I thought it was, it never actually was. I love you as my best friend, and I know I fucked up.but I’m coming home to reclaim my fucking life that I lost - and there will always be you missing. I love you. Without you there’s a hole in my heart the size of, I don’t know, the most pit we never experienced together, that you promised me we would. Man, You were gonna be there on my wedding day, and when I looked at you I’d know I chose the right guy. Much to your mothers dismay that I’d married a guy that wasn’t you. You don’t have to even acknowledge that I wrote this - please just know I loved you, and I love you still and always in my heart and even in my old age I’ll tell my children about you. You are one of the most inspiring guys I know. Your fucked up. I’m fucked up. But together we had a special friendship and we embraced our shit together. I miss you buddy, have a great life. xx
i still have
the book that you said was your favorite
and the hairbands you let me borrow
i don’t have anyone to write love songs about
but i had a friend once
and that loss feels worse
you still have my favorite band’s first album
and the tickets i bought for their show
we used to speak…
I have nobody to turn to, and the only way through seems to be suicide.
Lonely :( why can’t I get a ladyyy
I need help. Please reblog this if you support two girls in a romantic relationship. I will write your URL down in my scrapbook of my girlfriend and I and give it to her and show our parents how many people really do support us. If you do reblog or like, I will send you a personal thanks and let you know.
Ok… Let me tell you what I think. I think that WE NEED MORE IVY! No Ivy’s solos? Really? WHAT THE FUCK? What about the scene that Derek would ask her to show Veronica what to do? Where is it??? GOD! She is the fucking star! Smash is going down like this… I’m so pissed of! But the little Kivy…